Michael lay on his back reading his latest issue of Rolling Stone. He finished early on a friday lunchtime, and usually chose to spend them out by the lake, lolling in the grass under the shade of the trees. It was relatively quiet there, most students still enduring double potions with Slughorn, or locked up in the library deep in revision. Michael preferred to do his studying outside.
Stacked by his side was his latest Muggle Studies homework, a textbook for Care of Magical Creatures, some seedlings for Herbology that he was meant to be tending to, and some gillyweed (it aided his concentration. It did.) He was having half an hour to himself first though, catching up on his interests before he got stuck into the real hard work. Unfortunately he was having trouble concentrating on even that. His mind was only half on his magazine; the other half was contemplating Roarke.
He seemed to spend an awful lot of time contemplating Roarke.
He hadn't seen her for a few days now, despite sharing a common room and regularly getting together for homework help. In truth, Michael had been keeping a low profile. He wasn't sure what was going on between them, and he was even less sure what his reaction to....whatever it was that was going on, should actually be. They were friends, certainly. And it wasn't as though anything had happened between them, just that things had just been... different lately. Sort of. Maybe? He couldn't really put his finger on it.
Throughout the summer Michael and Roarke had kept in contact, sending letters via owl and opening up to each other in a way that neither of them had expected. They'd always been close, but this was something else entirely; her letters had been the highlight of his summer, and he relished their new found intimacy with every one she sent. She talked of how frustrated she was with those around her, and how narrow-minded they seemed to ways outside of the wizarding world. He finally told her of his problems with the Purebloods, and was immensely grateful when she didn't react with ideas to blow open his secret to Dumbledore . Every letter received had to be read over and over until he could practically recite them by memory; she had become without doubt, his closest friend and confidante over those few months. Michael had developed a crick in his neck from constantly glancing up at the skyline for her owl.
The problem came when they arrived back at Hogwarts; every meeting they had had after that summer seemed tinged with something unfathomably awkward. Roarke was strangely distracted whenever they got together, almost as though she wanted to be somewhere else. Michael himself sometimes felt the urge to turn and run when he saw her.
There was no denying that their relationship seemed changed somehow, but why was beyond him. He certainly couldn't explain Roarke's behavior, but even his own baffled him. He felt... anxious around her. Unsettled.
"Do I like Roarke?" he wondered aloud Camus, who was perched on the tree above him, gave a little hoot of encouragement.
"Nobody asked you," Michael called up at her. Camus shuffled on her branch and turned her back on him, in a huff. She had delivered the letters. She knew exactly what the problem was.
Michael laid the magazine flat over his face and sighed deeply. Supposing he did like her? where did that leave them now?
Stacked by his side was his latest Muggle Studies homework, a textbook for Care of Magical Creatures, some seedlings for Herbology that he was meant to be tending to, and some gillyweed (it aided his concentration. It did.) He was having half an hour to himself first though, catching up on his interests before he got stuck into the real hard work. Unfortunately he was having trouble concentrating on even that. His mind was only half on his magazine; the other half was contemplating Roarke.
He seemed to spend an awful lot of time contemplating Roarke.
He hadn't seen her for a few days now, despite sharing a common room and regularly getting together for homework help. In truth, Michael had been keeping a low profile. He wasn't sure what was going on between them, and he was even less sure what his reaction to....whatever it was that was going on, should actually be. They were friends, certainly. And it wasn't as though anything had happened between them, just that things had just been... different lately. Sort of. Maybe? He couldn't really put his finger on it.
Throughout the summer Michael and Roarke had kept in contact, sending letters via owl and opening up to each other in a way that neither of them had expected. They'd always been close, but this was something else entirely; her letters had been the highlight of his summer, and he relished their new found intimacy with every one she sent. She talked of how frustrated she was with those around her, and how narrow-minded they seemed to ways outside of the wizarding world. He finally told her of his problems with the Purebloods, and was immensely grateful when she didn't react with ideas to blow open his secret to Dumbledore . Every letter received had to be read over and over until he could practically recite them by memory; she had become without doubt, his closest friend and confidante over those few months. Michael had developed a crick in his neck from constantly glancing up at the skyline for her owl.
The problem came when they arrived back at Hogwarts; every meeting they had had after that summer seemed tinged with something unfathomably awkward. Roarke was strangely distracted whenever they got together, almost as though she wanted to be somewhere else. Michael himself sometimes felt the urge to turn and run when he saw her.
There was no denying that their relationship seemed changed somehow, but why was beyond him. He certainly couldn't explain Roarke's behavior, but even his own baffled him. He felt... anxious around her. Unsettled.
"Do I like Roarke?" he wondered aloud Camus, who was perched on the tree above him, gave a little hoot of encouragement.
"Nobody asked you," Michael called up at her. Camus shuffled on her branch and turned her back on him, in a huff. She had delivered the letters. She knew exactly what the problem was.
Michael laid the magazine flat over his face and sighed deeply. Supposing he did like her? where did that leave them now?
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